Tuesday, June 29, 2010

This is it

I tried to write a post on my wedding day, but I haven't quite figured out how to from my phone. Anyway, today is Tuesday. The wedding was Saturday. It was amazing. I am truly blessed to have a wonderful family and friends be a part of it. I am truly blessed.

I didn't expect to be as emotional as I was. I cried. A lot. It's hard you know because there are so many emotions going on at one time. But I loved every moment of it.

Now that the wedding is over I am sad. Sad because I don't have anymore fans to make, lanterns to order, shuckies to plan, etc. Sad because it's been my life for the past year. I've been planning since last June. My office at home has been my wedding room. Yesterday it went back to being the office. We made a sell pile, a keep pile, and a trash pile from the wedding. I cried the whole time.

I know I want to spend the rest of my life with C. But I also want another wedding! I say we do this once a year?! He said no. Drats. Oh well. Now at least I have the rest of our lives to plan for. I think that is even more wonderful :)


  1. Ahh I don't think my last comment posted...anyway, all I said was:

    Thanks for being honest about the post-wedding let-down. I went through the same thing after my wedding last December, and I still want another wedding! I figure that we can have a big party on significant anniversaries, and there's always vow renewals! You'll feel better soon, I promise. Your body just needs time to adjust after the months and months of constantly thinking about details. Allow yourself to feel what you need to feel.

  2. Dont be sad! I bet there will be tons of parties to plan, decoration, and a gazillion house DIY projects that will keep you busy!

    I cant wait to see the pics of your wedding!!